Quickie Poem : "TMP"

[a13n]

Now is temporary.
This is not me as supposed to be.
This is a temporary life for the next coming moment.
This is a struggle which ain't has to be.
But there is nothing to be waited for nor there is nothing to be prepared for.

[a13n]

There is a X day set up for the future.
But it hardly ever happens.
Because this futureless temporary life is far much easier to eat something and sleep.
If I just tolerate to waste a cocky day, there is the next, the exact same cocky wasteful day guranteed.
I am just living to eat something and sleep every day and afraid of the loop to be broken like a cattle.

[a13n]

I don't intercourse with women because it makes this serious problem succeed to the next generation.
I marry women when I succeed to solve this problem which never happens.
And the X day does not solve this problem.
I try to be counter-productive till the X day.

[a13n]

I think I am luckier than a cattle because I am never killed to be eaten at a specific time.
They have no choice once trapped by someone.
At least I have a chance to choose something, including the X day.
I always wonder
"Is a cattle supposed to be killed to be eaten?"
"Am I supposed to be exploited by someone?"
I always wonder
"Which makes me happier, wild life or this safe slave life?"
"What is the real problem in this safe slave life?"
"Humiliation?"

[CaseDogg]

fag.

[Peenyuh]

There is no try. There is only do.

[seremtan]

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