Help Ryoki make a decision
Posted: Wed Jul 03, 2013 12:21 pm
Hies fellow Q3Weers, i have a dilemma i'd like to lay on you. I don't quite know what the hell i should do. Here's the deal:
Since halfway 2011 i work at a psychiatric forensic clinic, which is a place where crazy criminals get locked up, pumped full of delicious pills and receive endless therapy in order to facilitate their return to society. It’s very exciting stuff, the crazies are really crazy and i have more mad stories than i can count.
My current job is making sure they get from prison to here, and i spend my day communicating with all kinds of people, from the justice department to clients, cops, doctors, probation officers and of course our own personel in order to arrange stuff. Now this is not quite the function i was hired for. It’s something i found out i’m good at and enjoy doing, so as time went on i claimed that little territory more and more, until it was mostly all mine. It’s also something that comes with a bucketload of responsibility, i can afford very few mistakes and this is about the first job i’ve had in my life where i can actually feel that responsibility on a personal level and try my best to avoid making any. It’s a very sick person i end up disadvantaging if i screw up, not a dude in a suit, maybe that does it for me, i don’t know.
Now here’s the dilemma; i was actually hired for a more administrative function, and unfortunately my pay grade has been the same since i started (i receive a symbolic, laughable raise every year i keep working here, that’s it). There have been massive budget cuts in both the healthcare sector and the judicial system ever since the crisis started, and more will come. For me, this translates into a very tense moment every time my yearly contract is up; the decision to either hire or fire me is not up to my boss, not up to his boss, but up to some accountant in headquarters. My boss is not allowed to offer me a permanent contract until i serve my three years (then he legally has to).
I was okay with this for a long time, considering the fact that i’m happy to have a job i like in the first place, which seems more like a situation of luxury every day. I know a bunch of people who cannot find work anywhere, and they have degrees… i just have high school, so i count myself lucky on the one hand.
On the other hand, it slowly dawned on me that i really do earn a shit salary, it’s ever so slightly above minimum wage. If i switched jobs tomorrow and started working a braindead job in some call centre, i’d probably earn the same. I spoke to my boss about a raise once. Nope, was the answer, can’t do it, want to, but really can't. When we have to offer you a permanent contract, please mention this again. That’s another year and a half from now, so pretty far away. Well shit, right? I’ll just hang in there, i figured.
But now there’s a new development; i’ve been asked discretely by a Justice department lady i work with if i want a job. I said i’d consider it, but i don’t really want to accept… mostly because i know them well and i’m 100% sure that i enjoy my current job a lot more. But it’s a chance of more money and goddamnit, i want to be able to buy a house with my girl and do more fun things without having to constantly worry about money, you know?
So… what to do? Should i go for the money and start a job i won’t like nearly as much or should i stick it out until they have to offer me a permanent contract?
Appreciate any thoughts…
Since halfway 2011 i work at a psychiatric forensic clinic, which is a place where crazy criminals get locked up, pumped full of delicious pills and receive endless therapy in order to facilitate their return to society. It’s very exciting stuff, the crazies are really crazy and i have more mad stories than i can count.
My current job is making sure they get from prison to here, and i spend my day communicating with all kinds of people, from the justice department to clients, cops, doctors, probation officers and of course our own personel in order to arrange stuff. Now this is not quite the function i was hired for. It’s something i found out i’m good at and enjoy doing, so as time went on i claimed that little territory more and more, until it was mostly all mine. It’s also something that comes with a bucketload of responsibility, i can afford very few mistakes and this is about the first job i’ve had in my life where i can actually feel that responsibility on a personal level and try my best to avoid making any. It’s a very sick person i end up disadvantaging if i screw up, not a dude in a suit, maybe that does it for me, i don’t know.
Now here’s the dilemma; i was actually hired for a more administrative function, and unfortunately my pay grade has been the same since i started (i receive a symbolic, laughable raise every year i keep working here, that’s it). There have been massive budget cuts in both the healthcare sector and the judicial system ever since the crisis started, and more will come. For me, this translates into a very tense moment every time my yearly contract is up; the decision to either hire or fire me is not up to my boss, not up to his boss, but up to some accountant in headquarters. My boss is not allowed to offer me a permanent contract until i serve my three years (then he legally has to).
I was okay with this for a long time, considering the fact that i’m happy to have a job i like in the first place, which seems more like a situation of luxury every day. I know a bunch of people who cannot find work anywhere, and they have degrees… i just have high school, so i count myself lucky on the one hand.
On the other hand, it slowly dawned on me that i really do earn a shit salary, it’s ever so slightly above minimum wage. If i switched jobs tomorrow and started working a braindead job in some call centre, i’d probably earn the same. I spoke to my boss about a raise once. Nope, was the answer, can’t do it, want to, but really can't. When we have to offer you a permanent contract, please mention this again. That’s another year and a half from now, so pretty far away. Well shit, right? I’ll just hang in there, i figured.
But now there’s a new development; i’ve been asked discretely by a Justice department lady i work with if i want a job. I said i’d consider it, but i don’t really want to accept… mostly because i know them well and i’m 100% sure that i enjoy my current job a lot more. But it’s a chance of more money and goddamnit, i want to be able to buy a house with my girl and do more fun things without having to constantly worry about money, you know?
So… what to do? Should i go for the money and start a job i won’t like nearly as much or should i stick it out until they have to offer me a permanent contract?
Appreciate any thoughts…